Archives of Collapse

I wanna break
break apart
break through

I wanna break
reach through
reach out

I wanna fall
fall through
out
apart

Oh, yes we fall
oh, yes we break
again again again …

We break and gather
break and gather

fall and up
fall, stand up

continue.

I fall

And whenever I fall, I rise
And whenever I rise, I am light.

But the walls are still here
the walls are still solid
unfolding
inside of me.

And whenever I control, I hurt.
And whenever I hurt, I feel.

Do you feel?
Do you see?
The leftovers from yesterday’s feast.

And whenever I destroy, I stop.
And whenever I stop, I fail.

again, again, again

Chaos has never been so close to order, they say.

Do you feel?
Do you see?

And whenever I contain, I collapse.

Are we stuck?
Wait –
stay.
In silence we trust.

Let me fall into this,
collapse into your arms.

I feel

and dare to become
a landscape of breathing lines
and vibrating bones.